[ Honestly. She stares reluctantly at Allison, then moves to sit beside her, shoulders hunched. She hasn't let herself cry over Jackson. She doesn't want to go there again; she can remember crying about him too many times. But she can also remember good things. They were happy together. If they weren't, she wouldn't have been his anchor.
And it was never like what Allison had with Scott. She hadn't realized that there was a better state for relationships to be in, really, until she'd befriended Allison. Things with Jackson were pretty good until she'd gotten perspective on it. Now she's not sure if it's enough. ]
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[ Honestly. She stares reluctantly at Allison, then moves to sit beside her, shoulders hunched. She hasn't let herself cry over Jackson. She doesn't want to go there again; she can remember crying about him too many times. But she can also remember good things. They were happy together. If they weren't, she wouldn't have been his anchor.
And it was never like what Allison had with Scott. She hadn't realized that there was a better state for relationships to be in, really, until she'd befriended Allison. Things with Jackson were pretty good until she'd gotten perspective on it. Now she's not sure if it's enough. ]
I just need time to think it through.